#demisexual sephiroth

[miragee19]

[birthdayboy-ilu]

Hojo:IF YOURE NOT CAREFUL THEYLL THINK UR A FEMALE‼️💢 SEPHIROTH WILLIAMS THADDEUS HOJO ARE U LISTENING TO ME UR SWAG WOULD BE TOO LOUD THEYLL KILL U

Sephiroth: woagh,,i wonder whatd my girl naeme wouldbe……

[leafiatheneko]

just coming here to spill my thoughts;

What makes me sad is the fact that there’s so many people out there who do not give a shit about Tifa nor Aerith and go STRAIGHT to sexualizing them both.

I’ll admit I initially wasn’t a huge fan of Tifa but even I didn’t jump to sexualizing her. I know she’s only a fictional character, but she like? Really doesn’t deserve any of the oversexualizing she gets???

[sapphirothcrescent]

In my fanfic, Sephiroth is demisexual.

[rottenpumpkin13]

For pride month, how did the boys realize they were not straight?

Genesis: He realized pretty early on that it didn't make sense for him to be attracted only towards girls. Boys were equally attractive. If he could find space in his heart to love his parents, Angeal, his treasured books, and even the stray cat that wandered onto his parents' property, then surely his heart had the capacity to love all genders. Love and attraction weren't meant to be limited.

Angeal: He doesn't like labels, but always considered himself straight and never envisioned dating anyone other than women. He wasn’t opposed to the idea of being with a man, which over time left him confused. If he could date a man without issue, wouldn’t that make him bi? But he had never been attracted to a man, so it didn’t quite add up. He labeled himself as heteroflexible and moved on. Little did he know he was about to discover demisexuality and the consequences of being attracted to your best friend.

Sephiroth: He hadn't given much thought to love and sex until Genesis entered his life, urging him to define himself. "What are you?" "What are you attracted to?" "What do you like?" These questions left Sephiroth feeling overwhelmed. According to Professor Hojo, he was supposed to be attracted to women, but he had never developed a relationship with a girl long enough to find her attractive, and Genesis and Angeal weren't attractive to him either.

Years passed and both women and men threw themselves at him. He found himself in social circles where people asked his opinions on which woman he liked best, or what his first time was like. Sephiroth forced answers, pretending to find certain women attractive just to fit in. But he knew he was lying to himself. Many nights were spent awake wondering what was wrong with him, why he couldn't develop feelings for anyone, and why he had yet another thing that made him feel abnormal. It was confusing. He was human—wasn't he supposed to be attracted to people? Wasn't it biology?

"Maybe you're just aromantic," Genesis suggested one day, after Sephiroth confessed his frustrations. "Or asexual, or both, or somewhere in between."

Sephiroth blinked. "I'm what?"

Genesis sighed, pitying his friend who was so so lost, yet on the verge of a revelation. "You know how some people are attracted to all genders and some to just one?"

Sephiroth nodded. "Yes."

"Well, some don't feel attraction at all. Or they don't feel romantic attraction but feel sexual attraction, or they feel romantic attraction but don't feel sexual attraction. Or they're somewhere on that spectrum."

Sephiroth was mystified. "What spectrum?"

"May the Goddess have mercy on my soul," Genesis sighed, "welcome to the rainbow."

[bardic-tales]

I figured today I would focus on some facts about Bianca that I have been developing recently or over the last few months. They are going to range from romantic to the mundane. Also, there is mention of BDSM practices below.

While Bianca is a demisexual, I also label her as pansexual, too. Bianca does not care what anyone's orientation is. As long as a person developed an emotional bond with her, she could become attracted to them.

Bianca is also demiromantic. She made her living for six years as a romance author. I am a sucker for sticking an author / writer character into my stories.

Both Sephiroth and she are touch-starved, but to varying degrees. Sephiroth is not use to physical contact. When Bianca first hugged him, he was stiff and leaned away from her touch.

However, they do engage in BDSM practices. He is the dominant partner. Bianca would be considered an alpha submissive. She enjoys her bratty role.

Sephiroth will manifest his wing as a sign of dominance when she is too out of line with her brat persona. He has also used his telekinetic abilities to hold her down. This is never down in an abusive way. She consents every time. Sephiroth is the only being she trusts, which is ironic in its own way.

However, one of her 'rewards' is she gets to brush and style his hair. It's a bonding experience between the two. He also likes to brush and braid her hair, placing flower crowns on her head in their dreamscape. This keeps the Hades and Persephone theming of their relationship.

Bianca sees herself as an avenging angel, as well as the self-imposed title 'Priestess of Jenova' to honor Sephiroth and their plans. She harbors a hatred for humanity after everything that happened in her life.

Bianca prefers to wear Sephiroth's clothing when she can. He does NOT mind sharing his clothes, as he sees this as claiming her in a way. She loves to envelop herself in his scent, as she has heightened senses due to her demonic heritage. His scent provides her comfort on those days when her past is just a little too much for her. She boasts that she can smell him 100 miles away. This has lead to a nickname 'his bloodhound'.

Fun fact. I was going to make FWC an isekai in this newest rewrite. I found it funny that with Bianca's reality bending powers that she could have made 'One-Winged Angel' play on the Planet when Sephiroth fought Cloud. There are times when she does play music from her world, but seeing that they are on a different planet, Cloud, Sephiroth, and the rest do not understand the music.

Her favorite music is gothic rock and darkwave, industrial rock and metal, alternative rock, trip-hop, and symphonic metal. As she was teleported onto Gaia in '96, her musical tastes stay stuck in the 90s.

Bianca is 5 foot even. I often head canon Sephiroth to be 6'5". Since she is so much smaller than him, she will often levitate off of her feet to hug him or give him a kiss.

tagging some fellow mutuals: @themaradwrites @littleshopofchaos @serenofroses @megandaisy9 @watermeezer

@nightingaleflow @prehistoric-creatures @creativechaosqueen @chickensarentcheap @glbettwrites

@seastarblue

[sephirthoughts]

perfect yes to all of this

Hottest, most beautiful Ff7 characters🔥

For me, top three is:

1 Nero

2 Weiss

3 Sephiroth

What is your?

[crisiscutie]

love your headcanons! Would you say Seph nursing in your nsfw darling headcanons is also low-key related to his mommy issues as well?

Thank you! And yes. He remained committed to his idealized vision of motherhood within this verse. Unlike his other connections, who he felt willingly abandoned him, at least his mother "died". She didn't abandon him, because she couldn't. To Sephiroth, they were both robbed of a special connection. As he gained knowledge about motherhood throughout the years, he yearned for a mother's protection and unconditional love. This prompted him to construct his own vision of a perfect mother figure.

Content Warnings: NSFW, Discussions of Sephiroth's mommy issues, Milk/Lactation kink, Pregnant!Darling, and a stupid long essay under the cut.

Now combine what I've said with his devotion to his darling and her pregnancy. She is an expectant mother, carrying his child. With these factors in place, Sephiroth is experiencing a new side of him; a side that is filled with a deep, passionate love and a fierce desire to protect his desire and his devotee. There's also some oedipal tendencies that developed as well. I must mention that I headcanon Sephiroth as a demisexual (demi bi to be exact), meaning his sexual attraction to his partner emerged after they forged a strong, emotional bond with him.

Now, I want to empathize that he initially had no desire to start a family with his darling. Mainly because he had just fled from Shinra and there was just no real inclination within him to reproduce. But in a companion fiction I'm working on, he impregnated her because he was caught in the heat of passion. Why? Sephiroth experienced immense distress from abandoning SOLDIER, his two best friends deserting him and then leaving Zack behind to start a new life. This all took a toll on his mind (as well as his body, it was mentioned he was losing weight because of the crisis with Genesis, and later Angeal). That's not even mentioning the trauma he had previously. "Losing" his mother from his birth, Professor Gast abandoning him out of nowhere, and being a child soldier... Subconsciously, he didn't want to pull away from his darling. He found solace in her presence. He didn't want to lose the last bond he had. His darling convinced him to abandon the last mission and leave SOLDIER right away, so the Nibelheim incident was thankfully prevented. However, Sephiroth's grip on his sanity was still slipping, due to the aforementioned events.

I want to take a moment to think about Sephiroth's mental state in Nibelheim in canon. Sephiroth was fucking resilient. He was still kind and caring to his men, encouraging them to relax and go see their loved ones. He took the time to teach Zack and Tifa about Materia as they traveled to Mt. Nibel. He took the lead and protected everyone as best he could during that same journey. He even showed concern for a grunt experiencing motion sickness. Even with his heart being filled with stress, loneliness, and depression, his capacity for kindness was remarkable!

But when he found out the "truth" about his origins? It's no wonder why he lost his sanity at the Shinra Manor. The amount of mental anguish a human can take is finite. Despite providing so much kindness to others, his darkest moments were filled with little of the same in return. Zack wasn't close enough to him to bring back to the present, to make him recognize what he had... He had no one but Jenova. His "mother". Finding out that your mother didn't die but locked away like some beast will anger anyone, especially someone like Sephiroth. And imagine, these same people who locked up your mother are also the same who used you for their own gain... So with this idealization of motherhood, his distressed state, and knowing of his origins, Sephiroth went down the path of evil...

Back onto his darling's pregnancy: Witnessing his darling's physical and emotional transformation, caused by his seed, has only fueled his idealization of motherhood, as well as his possessive and narcissistic desires. With Darling by his side, he can feel the warmth of the family and mother he'd always wished for.

To explain the milk kink: Sephiroth would probably feel too awkward to ask the Darling for her milk. But each time he gazes at her swollen bosom, his craving for her milk increases. His books on pregnancy first sparked this desire, and ever since then it stayed with him. When the Darling offered him her milk, he eagerly accepted it. He will finally get to enjoy the taste he had been deprived of thanks to his Darling. The nursing handjobs are another amazing aspect of this kink for him. To drink the sweet milk directly from her soft, sensitive teat while she pleasures him is heavenly. With every passing moment, his connection to her grew deeper and more profound.

Though they don't go overboard with the milk kink, since Sephiroth doesn't want to exhaust the darling, being pregnant has its effects on her mood and sex drive, you know.

For a Yandere Sephiroth though, his darling's breast milk is probably an essential part of his diet.

Also, with his Darling now more vulnerable than ever due to carrying his offspring, Sephiroth feels he must do whatever is necessary to protect them both. His darkness would constantly whisper all the terrible things that could happen. Dying in birth like his mother. Or killed by another human... To counteract this, Sephiroth takes control to keep his loved ones from leaving him. The thought of losing his darling fills him with dread.

His dark voice may also tell him to fully unleash his desires onto his Darling, reminding him of the first time he impregnated her. He would probably say stuff like, "There's no need to hold back. She is yours." In a way, Dark Sephiroth technically was the one who impregnated the darling first.

To sum it all up: Yes. Sephiroth's mommy issues are firmly intertwined with his character, and it's something that cannot be overlooked. Thank you for this interesting ask! My apologies for the essay, haha. I've also answered a recent ask about Sephiroth's fear of losing his Darling from birth, like his mother if you are interested. It's pretty relevant to this ask, but it's not showing up in the tags for some reason.

[case-of-traxits]

sephiroth and/or reno for the character ask thingy if you're still accepting! you can do either or both it's up to you <3

OOOH THE TIDDY SQUAD

For the Opinion Meme || Still accepting!

Sephiroth

Sexuality Headcanon: Aaaah, Sephiroth. I see Sephiroth as more or less demisexual with surprisingly (to him) possessive romantic leanings when his emotions are engaged.

Gender Headcanon: Cis male. I'm so boring with gender headcanons. XD

A ship I have with said character: All right, surprising no one, I adore Sephiroth/Tseng. Like, I just think they're so good for each other before, you know, Nibelheim. I think Sephiroth needs someone patient with him, someone willing to let him go at his own pace when it comes to figuring things out, and Tseng is very happy to let him do so.

That said, I also really like Sephiroth/Genesis. I tried my best to get some written for Sephesis Week, but I just couldn't get the dynamic I wanted on the page. I'll have to try again.

A BROTP I have with said character: Angeal and Genesis and Glenn and Lucia and Matt. I just. I want Sephiroth to have all of the friends, tbh. T_T

A NOTP I have with said character: I used to ship Aerith/Sephiroth really hard when I was young (I feel like in part because it side-stepped me out of the Aerith/Cloud/Tifa thing), but honestly, I don't know that I could ship them together anymore. It would be... It would have to be a very weird relationship, and most of what I see just tries to push it into very simple boxes.

A random headcanon: Sephiroth is quietly brilliant with all things science-related, and when Gast was still around, he was occasionally allowed to follow Reeve around the Science department as he did work on reactor designs. This lasted until Gast vanished and Hojo took over, when Sephiroth was around eight.

A year later, Reeve took the reactors from Science and started putting together what would eventually be Urban Development, and the next time he and Sephiroth saw one another, Sephiroth was a SOLDIER and Reeve was a director.

General Opinion over said character: I love Sephiroth. I have a particular soft spot for sane!Sephiroth, mostly because that's the time period I prefer to write in.

BONUS! A song I associate with the character: Midnight, by Jorge Mendez.

Reno of the Turks

Sexuality Headcanon: Aromantic, and definitely on the asexual spectrum. He is perfectly happy to have sex with someone-- no repulsion or anything; he just doesn't feel sexual attraction to any individual.

That said, he'd climb Rude like a tree, if Rude will let him. In no small part because he is 100% aware that Rude experiences romantic and sexual attraction, and Reno wants their partnership to be unbreakable on Rude's end.

Gender Headcanon: Cis male, but he's far less attached to the 'male' part of his identity than most of my characters.

A ship I have with said character: I... don't know that I have any happy ships with Reno, but I have plenty of absolutely heartbreaking ones.

Reno/Rude - A classic for a reason, but I suspect Rude leans a little more straight than most of my others, so it's always temporary to some degree.

Tseng/Reno - Ah, Tseng/Reno. A favorite and the bane of my existence, all at once. Basically, my default Reno and Tseng are in a D/s relationship where Tseng has carte blanche to tell Reno... anything. Because of that, I write it where Tseng would never let himself press into a sexual relationship with Reno, just because he knows that Reno cannot tell him no emotionally. For more information on this, I recommend my "Reno and Loyalty" meta that I just cross-posted from my old RP blog!

Reno/Elena/Rude - So this starts out as Reno wanting to tie Elena into the group a little more during the OG. (Curious what that looks like? I've written it here.) And when it's become a regular thing and they have a rhythm and everything, Reno... slowly pulls back. It's after AC and everything, and it's really gradual. And he doesn't pull back from them because he dislikes them or anything, he just... He knows what long term relationships are supposed to look like, and they don't usually include "someone like him," you know?

Reno/Tifa/Rude - This starts out super great, but just like Reno/Elena/Rude, will almost inevitably end with Reno pushing Rude and Tifa together and drifting off from them.

A BROTP I have with said character: Reno and any Turk, frankly.

A NOTP I have with said character: Mm. Most Tseng/Reno stuff, frankly. But not because I don't love it! I just love... specific variants of it.

A random headcanon: Reno has five younger sisters that he's responsible for. They live in the slums when he's first hired on into the Turks, but eventually, Reno gets them moved Above the Plate.

General Opinion over said character: Reno was the first canon FF7 character that I ever RPed, well over 20 years ago now. He's got a special spot in my heart, as I'm sure you can tell, given my icon is basically this icon on everything.

BONUS! A song I associate with the character:

There ain't no scene in the VIP for me So you can take your class, shake your ass And drown in that martini 'Cause there ain't no scene in the VIP for me It's understood that you're all too good This shit is crazy [...] I wanna get down, down and get dirty Sick of this scene, it doesn't deserve me Uh-oh, there's gotta be somewhere else to go 'Cause I wanna get off, get a bit trashy Wanna get hot, get a bit nasty Uh-oh, baby, let's go

-- VIP, by Ke$ha

[armchair-pirate]

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👑 FF 7 RPer 👩‍🎨 he / him 🎬Final Fantasy

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Sephiroth is a demisexual male who uses he/him pronouns. He is on the asexual spectrum. As the setting for this RP can very, he can sometimes have a god-complex and sadistically torture Cloud / his party, the teenager who is always questioning everyone about his mother 'Jenova', or the tired War Hero who just wants to be recognized as a normal person.

Love Interest

Bianca Moore, a fallen angel born to the Watcher Angel, Seraphine, and the demonic prince, Asmodeus, dropped into the Shinra Mansion from a cosmic rift—an entry point into a fate forever intertwined with Sephiroth's.

Bianca is RPed by @bardic-tales.

[hauntsect]

𝙼𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙰𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚎 - 𝚂𝚎𝚡/𝚁𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚅𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗! BOLD any that apply to your muse/their habits. Italicize any of your muse’s turn-on/likes. Strike any of your muse’s turn-offs/dislikes

homosexual. bisexual. pansexual. demisexual. asexual. monogamous. polyamorous. long term relationships. casual relationships. rough. loud. growling. screaming. crying. sobbing. gentle. tender. whispers. moaning. touching others. touching self. being touched. lingering caresses. kisses. french kisses. licking. nibbling. biting. scratching. hair pulling. dominance. submission. power play. struggles. wrestling. hugs. cuddling. shower/bath sex. up against a wall. being held down. breasts. butts. legs. thighs. feet. hands. ears. love bites. innuendo. choking. breath play. bondage. leather. silk. velvet. lace. being watched. watching others. half-clothed. bared skin. teasing. indoors. outdoors. public. private. lingerie. stockings. corsets. crossdressing. pegging. penetrating. being penetrated. receiving oral sex. giving oral sex.

tagged by: @awkwardcourage (thank you, hun! It was fun!) tagging: @dollhidden (for Lucy or any of your new girlies), @knot-ee (for Horangi or Piers), @renatvvs @chlorinesiren @warborn-tragedy (Pixie or any muse of your preference) @sesyeuxocean (for Sin!) @warofthebeasts (Sephiroth!) @savior-of-humanity (Leon) @trollith (Aerithhh) and anyone else I missed who sees this, consider yourself tagged!

Reminder that if anyone I tagged does not wish to do this, you can ignore the tag!

[phantasiiae]

if i want to get specific with it

aerith: bisexual

cloud: asexual/demisexual, genderfluid but not ready to be THAT out of the closet yet lmao

sephiroth: bisexual

jenovaroth: gender and sexuality dont exist

vincent: bisexual, maaaybe he/they but he doesnt know how to go abt exploring that

cid: bisexual

tseng: aroace

zack: bisexual

dion: trans man, gay

sleipnir: nonbinary (they/he), bisexual (barnabassexual lmao)

jill: bisexual

terence: gay

[tavs-kin-korner]

Hii its Sephiroth

Kin Call Time!!

Final Fantasy VII. I have multiple timelines for Sephiroth.

FF7, FF7R, and an AU where not much goes wrong (i don't go insane, zack doesn't die, and it's really just chill)

I'm mainly searching for Zack Fair, as I have already found my canon's cloud.

Some appearance differences- my hair had red parts (sorta like the wiki image but a bit more) and i also had gold instead of silver

I remember dating Cloud! I can't remember if Zack was a third wheel of sorts or a QPP

I remember cloud being genderfluid, demisexual and pan, I was Libramasculine, demiromantic and omni, and zack was pangender, aromantic and bi

I don't have many memories of events, just people.

Reblog if you wanna get in contact

pspsps- my blog is @charonthespidertwink :3

^^^

[iirath]

𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐢 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐩.

GENERAL :

name : sasori ( s-as-or-e)

nickname : ori

alias : the shadow soldier

age : 20-22 ( crisis core ), 27-29 ( final fantasy vii )

gender : genderfluid ( they / them / it )

orientation : demisexual

occupation : SOLDIER ( 1st Class ) ( former )

affiliation(s) : SOLDIER ( former ), shinra inc. ( former )

location(s) : nibelheim ( former ), wall market at times, generally can be found around sector 6 and sector 7’s slums

weapon : polearm

LOOKS / PHYSICAL TRAITS :

race / species : genetically modified human / jenova hybrid

hair color : light blonde

eye color : green-blue

body build : slim but muscular

height : 6’4

scars : 

a long scar from their right shoulder that angles across their left eye up into the left side of their hair line ( from sephiroth during the nibelheim incident )

burn marks on their abdomen and left leg ( from the fire that came from the nibelheim incident )

they do have several scars across their body from all the fighting they’ve done over the years. 

they have scars on their hands due to them often taking care of all of their spear themself + they often offered to help the newer members of SOLDIER with their own weapons as well

other notable feature(s) : 

like the others with jenova’s cells within them, sasori is able to manifest a single black wing on their right shoulder ( though they very rarely do this )

their eyes do have the “glow” that operative’s eyes take after being enhanced by mako

CLOTHING / GENERAL ATTIRE :

sasori’s general attire when they weren’t fighting is pretty generic, they still prefer all monochrome clothes, finding the simplicity nice. generally they didn’t travel far or much if it wasn’t for their work with SOLDIER

their fighting attire was also all black, the only while on their outfit being the weapon holster for their spear

sasori after they left shinra and SOLDIER often sticks to blacks and soft grays, mostly as a comfort and the fact it helps them blend into crowds of people / slink into the shadows without them needing to do too much to hide their present

EARLY LIFE :

sasori was born from the jenova project similar to sephiroth, genesis rhapsodos, and angeal hewley, born not too long after sephiroth, though their creation mirrored sephiroth, them having been injected with jenova cells while in a fetus state

they are now aware of their father being professor hojo ( their mother is still unknown to them ), however growing up their parents were unknown to them, growing up they simply only knew of their mother as ‘jenova’, similar to sephiroth

generally they were always fairly nice and warm with the other around them, always trying to make new recruitments into SOLDIER feel welcome and always trying to include people in things they were doing

growing up they were often compared to sephiroth by professor hojo, as the two were very similar and fairly close as they grew up together, sasori only being a bit younger than sephiroth.

 hojo was known to often compare the two, even to sasori’s face, due mostly to the fact that while sasori was created in the same way sephiroth was they were never quite as strong as he was

sasori wasn’t too concerned with this however, in fact they were comfortable being in his shadow, something that often was brought up / noted and led to how they were often known or referred to - ‘the shadow soldier’

NIBELHEIM INCIDENT :

sasori was sent to assist sephiroth and his entourage in investigating a monster outbreak near the town's mako reactor, sticking close to the group and helping them get through the city

once they were in the reactor and being faced with the monster in pods and the pod that was simply named ‘jenova’, sasori attempted to deescalate the situation brewing due to zack fair and genesis’s words that seemed to dig into sephiroth’s skin, though admittedly they weren’t dealing with the information well

while dealing with their own reaction to the news of their so called “mother” being named jenova being the "woman" they’d seen within the reactor, they also found themself searching for answers at the shinra mansion alongside sephiroth, though after scratching the surface they decided to step away from it, afraid of what they’d find, leaving sephiroth with the advice he should stop looking as well

when they got the news of sephiroth’s attack on nibelheim they headed into the town and followed sephiroth’s path of destruction alongside zack fair, cloud and tifa. upon seeing tifa’s dead father and watching sephiroth cut down tifa and eject zack from the chamber they attempted to speak to him, to try and get him to realize what he was doing but in the end they were slashed across the face and upper chest by sephiroth’s masamune, rendering them fairly injured

upon waking up from their injuries, sasori’s attitude was permanently changed, no longer a warm, kind, or welcoming person. they often kept to themself after the incident, acting in very hollow actions and simply doing what was asked of them. eventually they found an opportunity to escape and the moment shook them out of their daze, though they are still very much introverted now.

CURRENTLY :

after escaping shinra they started laying low within the slums, mostly traveling and staying mostly within sector 7's slums

they mostly keep to themselves but can be found around town taking care of the monsters that make their way in / or are on the outskirts

will help people around if they can but they really try to keep to themself

they have, on occasion, aided avalanche in order to rebel against shinra in their own way but it's rare that they'd travel outside of the slums to help, unless the price was right or the blow would be big enough to shinra to count

[miss-midnightt]

For that meme thing: Sephiroth!

Sexuality Headcanon: Gay and demisexual. Idk he just gives those vibes

Gender Headcanon: I hc that he hasn’t really thought about it; doesn’t really care

A ship I have with said character: Sephgen. Among others.

A BROTP I have with said character: Rude and Sephiroth. I just think they’d vibe.

A NOTP I have with said character: Sephiroth/Aerith. I just don’t like it.

A random headcanon: He’s really good at doing hair. Scary good.

General Opinion over said character: I love him. Top 5 (maybe three) ffvii character.

[darianias]

Is this normal for Demis or are these just me???

I have ADHD so this just getting bigger lol but I guess this can apply to anyone, esp the second part, but in this case it's in a semi context for me?

A fun and interesting aspect of being #demisexual and #demiromantic (at least towards functional characters in my case as that's what this is about and I've only ever felt this way towards them, probably a psychological thing tbh) or it could just be a me thing... Either way!

Is that the longer I hyperfixate or enjoy a fandom for extended periods of time I tend to slowly fall for more people even YEARS after I started it and I pick it back up later. 😂

Like in Demon Slayer / Kimetsu no Yaiba this past week or the week before I fell for Obanai. Like I had no inkling of an idea that this would happen . I have now fallen for all but one of the Hashira men (men, not male), Gyomei and also have fallen for Yoriichi.

Like... when I first watched it, I would not of been able to tell you this, heck I believe when I first read/finished the manga I had one. ONE guy I simped for being Kyojuro, I believe. Maybe two (second being Giyu) as I have no sense of time, but I know Sanemi was the third for me, and that happened AFTER I finished the manga.

Like I felt nothing for most of them, heck any of them for a while, given I watched season 1 when it came out partially and felt nothing, then the rest when the Mugen train movie came out, still nothing. Then I watched the second season and read the manga and finished it immediately after. (The second season being when I was like Oh SHIT. NO. HE DIES. HEART WHYYY) And now I feel like I am unintentionally "playing pokemon" with the adult male slayers (to count Yoriichi in) like.... 😂

I don't think I'll fall for any of the Oni / demons.... but that's under my terms as for me looking at their human forms and the Oni / demon forms is like comparing Crisis Core Sephiroth to when the Jenova virus/genetics has taken over his mind, or like a zombie virus, they aren't quite the same people imo. Like I simp for Sane Sephiroth, not the most famous/infamous one lol. So like an example: Hakuji =/= Akaza, as he's not himself when he's an Oni.

That being said I've gotten attached to a few of those former lives so time will tell I guess? If that attachment will go anywhere else? 😂😅

(Note: so far I've never felt that sort of attraction towards women- just squishes, would like to be QPPs or kinning at most- so I'm assuming I'm demi-het but I don't have enough experience with NB characters to know yet for sure. But for all I know any of that can change. 🤷‍♀️ Everytime I happens in general it takes me by surprise lol)

ALSO THINKING ABOUT HAVING FEELINGS ABOUT TWO DIFFERENT VERSIONS OF CHARACTERS, this might get controversial/ me cancelled but fuck it

A REALLY WEIRD THING (might also just be a me thing, that might get me cancelled but y'know fuck it) is being attracted to a character's adult version, like in fan art??? So like attracted to aged up versions of characters.

For example, Eijiro Kirishima from MHA. Like I feel absolutely nothing towards canon Kirishima other than he's a sweet baby that needs protected at all costs. But then I saw a fan art of adult him huge and buff/beef cake with long but still kinda spiky hair similar to l Ryoma from Fire Emblem Fates or Like Axel/Lea from Kingdom Hearts (that might of been not helping ) and I feel attracted to that specific version of him. Like very, very, specifically, even other fanarts of a grown up versions of him just doesn't hit me without that hair or him without long hair and idk why. I don't normally feel attracted to someone bc of physical qualities so I cannot even phantom an explainstion😅😂

LIKE THIS PICTURE RIGHT HERE, THIS EXACT PICTURE STARTED IT I HAD TO GO FIND IT and it just makes me feel mushy everytime, credit in alt text:

So like when I watch the anime or read the manga it just feels like looking at an old school picture book, photo albums and videos at MOST. Like PRECIOUS BEAN, I protecc. That is a child, a puppy. I could NEVER. And then I see the fan adult version of him and I swear it's like two brothers?? or a dad and son??? but it's the same character and like...?? It makes me feel real weird and awkward bc like... yeah he has Kirishima's personality 1:1 but I don't feel that way about actual canon Kirishima myself as that is A HUGE NO. That is a baby in my eyes.💀🤢 Like I legitimately usually watch/read with me thinking of me/my sona as married to Aizawa and helping the class or with Keigo/Hawks. (Or a sane, au version of Touya/Dabi but that's less typical bc the canon one also is a big no for me, he is scary 😬😰)

This also has happened with Bakugo and Shouto too later, like.... y'all need to stop with the adult versions of them bc they're making me feel things which are kinda controversial (at least on TikTok) which makes me feel kinda anxious about it all 😵‍💫, and then like I create two versions of them in my head because I just love the fandom adult versions of them??? And it feels separate from the canon version?

And at least with TikTok's climate I couldn't tell many people this in like comments, bc they immediately assume I am a predator- which like esp if not specified I can get 💯 but like. It's not like that 💀 I stumbled upon some fan art of a guy who could be his elder brother or father and like that is who I like.

Is this somewhat normal or just me??? 😭😰